U have to listen to this song and get into the meaning of each line=)

I just have to post this
I have to do this now
(even i have 30% of my portfolio on Duchenne Muscular Dystrophy still in progress...)
Heard in on the way to Kluang this morning
And gosh....guess what
I was so touched by the words
And more importantly
It somehow have impact in my view towards life~

歌曲：对你说
词：王筝
曲：王筝
编曲：柯肇雷

歌词：

你睡着了手掌轻握
脸颊上有浅浅酒窝
在这一刻我看着你
好多话想说给你听

如果明天你就长大很多
我会不会觉得不知所措
你不再想让我（牵）握你的手
每天盼望从我掌心挣脱

你也会爱上一个人付出很多很多
你也会守着秘密不肯告诉我
在一个夜晚 依着我的肩
泪水止不住的流了一整夜

和你一样我也不懂未来还有什么
我好想替你阻挡风雨和迷惑
让你的天空 只看见彩虹
直到有一天 你也变成了我

The spleen "qi"

aka the TEMPER =)
(direct translation from Mandarin)

So what is this thing?
Why is human so affected by this?
And at time get so blown away by it?

好脾气的人 在哪里？

How?

How would u react when others misunderstood u?

How would u survive if u have a nasty boss?

那野蛮的上师

气死人！！！

can i give that person a mirror to let her reflect herself??

Aiks....

aiks...

hai....

The expected ... the hope...the birth...the joy and laugthers... and then comes the unexpected events

And so a happily married couple preparing to have a happy family
The first child comes
The second child comes
The third child comes

Starting from the day the little being has a life in the uterus
With all the changes in the mommy's body
She can't fit in her MNG S size dress
She can't wear her Jimmy Choo's high heels
And the appointments to the doctor's office to make sure the little ones grow well

And so she was told she needs an operation to deliver the baby
Because of the low lying placenta
And the risks of the surgery to the little precious one and of course herself

The surgery went well
With a surgical wound that lie at the bikini line
And weeks of difficulty in walking around
Even tiny little movement cause pain to the wound

And time flies
With all the worries and of course the joy the child bring

And when he should have started to walk and run around
The loving mommy and daddy get worried
And visits to hospitals becomes a routine
The diagnosis sounds like Greek to them

I stood there
Looking at the child
The cheerful little child
With eyelashes longer prettier than the one shown in the Lo'real mascara advertisement
He gave me a "salam"
A peck on my hand

My heart sank
For knowing that this child will face many hardships in times to come
For knowing the prognosis doesn't sound so good

And there i stood
And look at the family
And secretly say a little prayer
May God bless them
May they be strong
......

... the sleeping virus

Current status: Attack by sleeping virus
The moment i get up from bed in the morning, the first thought is
"can i continue to sleep?"

This is bad.
Bad.
Bad.
Bad.

Yawning and tearing during the ward rounds and case discussions due to lethargy and a sense of malaise...or watever

Gosh...help me

The gym sessions din help to boost energy leh~

I wish not to rely or get addicted to caffeine
But...oh my,the Kluang Kopi-O did have some effect
Oh well...maybe i have just found what i need!

p/s pic shown a small model of chibi maruko bought from Taiwan, thanks to S, m loving those small models=)

Thoughts...scratch head...

And so He said:
Annicca( Impermanence)
All conditioned things are impermanent

If love is conditioned
If friendship is conditioned
If hatred is conditioned
If joy is conditioned
If anger is conditioned
(what kind of thing arise without condition?)

Then they are impermenent?
They are prone to change
Either better or worse
But never stay the same

So if this is so
Why am i so upset over this?
Or perhaps
This upset feeling,is too,not forever,it is transient, and therefore,i shall move on and strive......

Lend ur helping hand...

We saw a little cheerful,child with neurofibromatosis 1 in ward today.
Remind me of Yvonne foong, who is a Malaysian blogger, a neurofibromatosis 2 patient. She is fighting with NF with all that she has. I admire her spirit =)
Please do visit her blog and support her by buying her T-shirt for her surgery,=)

http://www.yvonnefoong.com/